清明节

Ching Ming is around the corner, it's that time of the year again.
When we have to wake very early to visit grandpa's grave.
What makes things worst is my mum won't be following us this year.
Somehow she fainted that day when she went for cleaning.
Her body isn't in the best condition these days.
So she'll just rest at home on Sunday. ):

Stopped working for DIGI after 4 days only.
Summary : I don't like DIGI broadband
Been rotting at home since then.
Seriously have to look for smth to do ler ):

Oh I forgot to mention my SPM results.
It came out on the day we went to Damai.
I have 1C , 5B , 4A.
It's expected, so I'm not really happy nor sad over it.
Reached Damai around 2pm+, we're quite late to check in.
I'm lazy to blog now, so I'll just skip the details.
Well, I had fun ? :3

There was a blackout today in the afternoon.
These days, I've been rotting at an unbelievable level.
So I did some cleaning while I have time
Yet my parents never notice it
They'll only notice when I don't clean, and start nagging.
When I clean, they just ignore me.
Tch~
Can't expect anything from them :/

I sent my CPU for upgrade last week.
My computer's so much better than before now
Even so, I don't know what I should do with it. ><
Quite sick of being in front of the computer everyday ler.

Well you see..
I've started to be a good girl these days
I did chores and stayed at home obediently(rotting)
The reason is,
I'm worried about my mum.
She's been feeling tired since 2 weeks ago.
Fainted at the cemetery due to unknown reasons (prob heat stroke)
And her blood test report today .
I don't wanna think about the worst that'll befall.
But I couldn't help it..
Since the day she fainted, I've been drenching myself with tears before I sleep.
I guess it's the 1st time in my life I've cried so much in a short period of time.

I don't wanna lose her..
Not until I know how to cook
Not until I can do laundries
Not until I get straight A's
Not until I graduate from college
Not until I buy her a house
Not until we travel around the world
Not until I've become a millionaire or billionaire or zillionaire
Not until I'm prepared.

I'm praying
Let this be just an obstacle in the middle of the journey.
And not the beginning of the end.
I shall get a tissue for myself now -_-
-po0fs-