Earth Hour

It's been quite some time since I last saw stars..
There's lots of them tonight! x)
Well, it's the earth hour after all.
I voted for earth by turning my lights and air-conditioners OFF.
For one hour only though.. =x
I can't stay still without computers~
I can't sleep without air conds~
Hahaha! xD

Woke up at 5am+ just now..
Walked out of bedroom, bathe, wear clothes, sleep again..
After bro and sis-in-law drank kopi then we head out to grandpa's cemetry there.
Nothing much to talk about it though,
it's still dark when we reach there so we had to use torchlight.
It's about.. 5.45 am if I'm not wrong?
I didn't look at the time~ ;D
Then carried things up, stood still and waited for the adults to do the preparation for quite some time.
Then is 拜拜?
拜-ed for 10+ min and after dat they burn stuffs for grandpa and grandma(1).
Got burn "X.O." for grandpa eyyy! hahaha.. xD
Err err...
Then went to 拜 my other grandpa, mum's dad.
I saw 2 other ppl frm grss de too ;D
Uhh.. Anyways..
Dats all~ hahaha
(this is for u, hsin ar hsin.. tsk tsk, slp so late for wad!)

unnamed

度过了那漫长却又短暂的假期后，我发现了一件事情。

人们在追逐的梦想时往往会忽略自己身边的细节，
并造成不能弥补的错误与遗憾。
有时，
停下脚步，看看周围..
并不是个坏主意。^_^

-to be continued-
现在很懒惰继续写，看我几时有blogging的心情才继续吧。
;D

bored

最近很闷...
假期很无聊..
死不闷!

呆在家里没事做。
发发呆，打电动，我一星期的假期就这样过了。
可惜.. 可惜..

没办法， 人生啊～

(I'm rly bored and tired now x.x)

once again, rants..

Hi all~
It's been quite some time that I've blogged properly I think.. =x
Life is good lately.
Except for the fact that I might flunk my Science + Chemistry paper.
But anyways, let's forget about that for now~

Went out wif maggie them to the cinema and watched "Watchmen".
Seriously, since the beginning of the movie I thought it's kinda...
Err... Not exactly weird nor lame nor boring.
I guess I should say it's not my type of movie?
(I was the only one who doesn't wanna watch it)
There were those bloody & matured scenes and that's why this movie is for people who are 18+.
I broke the rules~
Cause I'm not even 17 yet ;D
Hahaha, but still..
I don't understand the meaning of this movie at all.
-blur-

The only thing I find interesting is the president's nose in the movie.
LOL! Seriously it's soo funny...
I wondered if it's a fake or real one while laughing hard, hahaha =x
The movie took us 3 hours though T_T
It's boring.. (for me)
I got dizzy since the movie started due to car sickness. (sea-sick)
So I was lyk..
"Pleaseee, let this movie end quickly.. I wanna go out!"
lol ryte?

After the movie we walked to the "Hong Kong Noodle House" smth,
wasn't hungry at the moment so didn't eat much.
Only some vege & soup & orange juice?
And my day... Ended lyk this -_-
Mum just won RM2000 for buying 4D with my b'day number "1110".
Even so, it's none of my business cause it's her own winning after all~

I'm not really in a good mood lately, but don't ask me why.
Cause I don't really have any idea about it.
Maybe the bad feelings and thoughts are piling up and it just exploded?
Hahaha, wrong!
It's due to the exams and all.. (I think)
I dislike myself for some reason..
Suddenly I felt that all the confidence that I'm trying hard to build up since a long time ago had been lost.
Something triggered it, and it's due to my own personality.
I hate it when I get bored of things easily,
and I hate it more when I couldn't suppress that feeling..

I know, I shouldn't hate myself.
That's why I'm still searching for it.
I wanna find a point that's good about me.
But after days, I still couldn't think of any.
Maybe I don't have a good point in me after all?
I don't know~
I'm still searching for it after all ;D

I guess, I won't be enjoying this one-week-holiday.
It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't.
Cause it's hard for me to control my own emotion and feelings.
But still, I love holidays ♥

One more thing!!
Important one too ;D
I saw laobu II today~~
It's been quite long since I last saw her, hahaha..
Never thought that I'll see her at the cineplex though.
Anyways, time to o o~
-po0f-

holiday! ;D

Sometimes, I just don't understand myself..

End of Pra-Penggal!
Holidayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyysssssssssssssssss! ♥

恐惧？

说实在的，我对黑暗有种莫名的畏惧感。
并不是我做了什么亏心事。
而是面对着漆黑的空间时，
总觉得最后一丝的光芒也会被黑暗吞噬。
或许我害怕黑暗的原因，是因为我害怕重见不了光明。

若跌倒了，是不是永远都站不起了？

令我更畏惧黑暗的其实不是妖魔鬼怪，
而是我不懂得如何独自面对伸手不见五指的世界。
我害怕独自一个人在黑暗的角落，
没人发现我的存在； 也没人伸出援手。
一个我只能默默哭泣的世界。

我跌倒时，你会不会见死不救？

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Time for bed now~ xD
Finish reading through Physics just now,
so my brain's kinda messed up.
Hehe.. ^^v
Anyways, JY to anyone who's having exam!
P/S : Yay! Finally bought a new watch! (for exam) ;D
-po0f-

Singapore

I guess I'm stuck at Kuching this coming holiday,
Pan doesn't want her mum to nag her so she gave up the trip.
Haih..
Oh well, at least I can save the money for next time~ ;D

It's the time of the year again though..
Exams!
Haven't touched subjects other than Sejarah which is tested yesterday.
I'll be making use of tommorrow's free time to revise for Physics.
(I hope)
Not really having the exam mood ryte now though..
I want holidays!
I wanna watch Dragonball Revolution xD

Anyways, dunno wad to post for now.
I'll go check out stuffs about Idou.
I'll post later for more details~
-po0f-

;D

In a superrrr holiday mood ryte now!! ;D
I wanna go to Singapore now lerhhh..
Well, gonna ask mum bout dat.
Maybe pan will also follow?
Nt sure.. Needa wait till she confirm with her dad xD

Lol, I'm soo random~
Now at CCR with..
Erm..
Maggie, pan, vic, jc, ron?
Jz nw bong & ying stepped by for awhile but left alrdy.
I was planning to study at ccr since yesterday,
but ended up playing around. Hahaha!
Bo piannn..
Just now talked about going to Singapore wif pan & shuen lii so I'm soo in a travelling mood ryte now. ;D

Anyways, my moral haven't finished YET.
Sian lorhh..
Wanna take the pictures but always rain or the sky's dark alrdy.
But still, hope dat ltr after back frm ccr will have chance to take.
If not die luuu~

KK, gtg.
Tata~
-po0f-

Rants

There are times when I just don't feel like talking,
and there are times when I just don't feel like blogging...
So bare with it alright?

This is MY blog,
and I decide when/where/how/who/why/what to blog about.
Don't ask for updates like only a few days after I've posted..
Duhh...
If i'm not in the mood for it, why bother blogging?
Plus, there are people who updates their blog in lyk...
Few times a year?
For me able to blog this much in 3 months is considered good already,
so don't come and ask for posts.
I ain't gonna follow anyone's orders/request nor trying to satisfy anyone.
This is MY blog
I'm the one who makes decision whether to post or not ;D

Anyways..
Dun wanna blog cause was sick,
ate a hell lot of medicine these days..
And it's making me drowsy for the whole day since I crawl out from my bed.
Due to DAYS of not stepping out of the house and FAILURE(laziness) in completing my moral project and the HEAT of my room...
I am.. quite pissed now for nothing ^^

Let's ignore me~