MSSM

Went for the Majlis Sukan Sekolah Menengah these 2 days,
tiring but quite fun ;D
Cause we're given permission to go home during recess?
Haha.. No nid for boring classes~
Even so, I missed quite some important lessons. xD
Dun care ba.. =x

The rehearsal's on Monday while the performance is today.
The schedule's like this:
- go home during recess
- gather at school at 11.30am
- carry instruments to the bus in front of Chong Ling
- reach Jubilee Ground & carry instruments out from the bus
- tuning of instruments & rehearsal
- carry instruments back to the bus
- carry instruments from Chong Ling back to school
(while cursing the driver who refuses to drive the bus nearer to the school - Monday)
- home sweet home~

As you can see..
The MSSM performance could cost all the CO members' lives, cause we spend most of the time carrying instruments here and there..
Not the mention that those instruments are damn heavy and bulky =\
When I reached home,
the 1st thing I did is to shower & go straight to bed.
It's then that I realised how much I ♥ my bed and pillows xD

I accidentally injured my finger when I was carrying the yang qin "feet" yesterday..
It bled, but not at the outside of the skin, it's inside.
So I had to use my nails to make a small opening so that the blood could come out.
(Yeah, gross.. I know.. At least it's less painful than using scissors? lol)

The performances was so-so..
All of us were like soo hot due to the weather and our super duper uber HOT uniforms.
(Yup, hot~)
But after thinking about it..
It isn't bad at all ;D
Since this is the last year we're gonna be lyk this,
why not enjoy it rather than complaining?
I didn't take photos though, blah~ ;(

Even though I lost some blood & skin this time, it's worth it. xD
Anyways, I'm too lazy to transfer pictures~
Not gonna post any ;D
So.. Tata?

Reports :
- English oral - done
- Moral Project - undone
- Bio PEKA - don't even know bout it before today
Conclusion : I am sooo dead ;D

-po0f-

Tunku Abdul Rahman

I don't like sejarah, and I dislike thinking about histories of Malaysia..
Why must it be Tunku Abdul Rahman?
Why can't I talk about those scientists or musicians like Einstein, Mozart, Newton, etc...
Bah!
I don't understand at all.. x.x
But still..
There's one thing I like about "Bapa Malaysia",
his specs.. xD

I did almost all of the stuffs except for the 3 things :
- Essays of Tunku Abdul Rahman
- Front page (with passport size photo)
- Report photos

Tunku Abdul Rahman arhhh!

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This sentence just came out from nowhere in my mind,
felt like putting it here so here it is~ ;D

单纯的人不一定是笨，笨的也人不一定单纯

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And I just met 4 baka(s) in msn.. (luff die me)
Maggie these 2 pics are for u ;D

Ciaossu~

-po0f-

unfinished

Hiya all~
Taking a break from the moral project right now..
So I'm just popping by to 'blah' about random stuffs
(don't mind me =x)

The internet speed currently sucks..
I want my RM88 package backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
I'll kept complaining since last week that he told me he changed the package to the RM66 one, and this morning he got tired of it & finally said that he'll change it back again. (wee~ xD)

The moral project sucks..
For now, I did only a half of it
I still have 4 essays (350 words each), a penghargaan and other minor pages to do.
JYs to myself~

The tiredness I'm having right now sucks..
Even though I slept from 8pm+ till 11.45am yesterday,
I still have serious eye bags, and my eye's similar to panda's eyes already. ;(
(I can be GAARA!! - female version xD)

The school's demerit system sucks..
I think I got nearly 10 demerits already for these two months.
Due to not completing my homework & PEKA(s)
If it reaches 20, I'm sooo dead~

Other than these, life's great~ ;D
I can ponteng the classes after 10am with permission on Tuesday & tomorrow.
Hohoho~
Ask ah bong bout it!
He's the one leading the "ponteng-tion" =x

Oh well, break time's over~
Have to continue doing my moral again ;D
-po0f-

boredom ;D

Kay I'm bored..
Haven't finish my moral yet..
And I gave up on it for today, cause I'm too tired to think of it already..
Oh well~ =x

Have you ever think about how you treat people?
Did you treat people badly?
What if you're being treated with the same way?
How would you feel?

Think about these before you do or say anything to other people.
Cause somehow, you can help to stop people from getting hurt.
Inside or outside?
Whatever~

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Saw this today in a Chinese essay book,

应该让别人的生活因为有了你的生存
而更加美好

Don't stick to the past, people..
Look into the future!~
Think about how you can help others
Not how they can benefit you.
Don't you know it feels good for someone to appreciate your existance in their life? ;D
You'll eventually be happy if someone's life was made better by you.

Think about others before thinking about yourself,
by saying this..
I don't mean that you should ALWAYS think about others and ignoring your own health/safety/needs..

Think about it~
I'll give an example:
If the only way where you life can be saved is for someone you love (he/she also loves you) to be sacrificed.
Will you feel glad to be living?
How can you feel happy after someone gave out his/her life to save yours? D;
What could be achieved if sacrificing yourself only brings unhappiness to the people around you?
Think~~~~

For me, the only way to do things right is for everyone to stay alive. xD
Why not?
Being alive means there's still hope
Hahaha..

What am I blah-ing about? x.x
Gotta stop, lol..
Pardon me for all the question marks in this post =x
-po0f-

Homework (2)

Bahh!!!
I'm soo dead...
Only managed to finish 4 reports of the Moral project.
And there's still ....
SIX MORE ESSAYS!?

Lelong~~
I'll give the person who can help me to do these 6 essays RM50.
T___T
No one'll do it anyways =\

I rather write 6 more reports than to write these 6 essays, haih..
Moral & BM sucks..
(no offence)

Wish that I could destroy ALL the homeworks,

and the teachers will forget ALL about it.

没钱

BO-LUI~

I wonder if I can write this in my BM paper.. =x
Take note of this, the picture is taken from "Kamus Dewan - Edisi Keempat".
The dictionary everyone recognized.
And it has "bo-lui" in it!
Does it mean that the word's allowed in SPM papers? xD

Even if it's unacceptable,
it's worth a laugh ;D

Alright!
Time to continue my moral again..
=(

new blogskin

Due to continuous complaints from various people..
I finally changed my blog skin!
Yay? ;D

I'm not really satisfied with the font size though,
the english letters are TOO big!!!!
But if I put them to 11px then the chinese fonts are too small.
The problem can only be fixed by changing the font size of the english letters to "small" instead of "normal" before I post the things I type.

(Compare this post & the post before this, you'll see the difference between the font size.)
Quite troublesome..
But there's no other way~
(for now =x)

Oh well,
at least there's a place for people to comment about my posts now.
So start commenting, people!
Don't waste my effort of changing a blogskin. =(
(took me 5 hours, and I'm still not doing my moral ~_~)

Kkay, really have to start doing now.
Tata~
-po0f-

Homeworks

Gahh!
Me is dying..
The moral projects are piling up in my file.. T_T
My energy's being drained just by thinking of it already.
I can't imagine what'll happen if I open up my file and take a look at it.. x.x

Jonathan(Tan) told me that he could finish ALL of those reports & essays within 2 days. (We were at mh in the afternoon ;D)
I was lyk,
"DUHH! You're a genius! And I'm a.. Normal-girl-who's-trying-to-act-that-I'm-having-Down's-Syndrom"
LOL!
I wish I could be lyk him though, straight A's..
*dreams + drools*

I guess I'll fail my moral for SPM.
It's not only cause I did bad in the papers, it's also cause I'm not gonna hand in a complete project to Yusuf (Moral Teacher). =\
I is DYING~

Wanted to do Moral now..
But the problem is, I'm too tired!
;(
Oh well, I'll be goin to bed now.
Sleepy~

P/s :
I'll be changing my blogskin when I have the time. ;D
Cause I suspect dat it has something to do with the cbox posting problem.
But until then..
Tata + Nite nite~

-po0f-

情人节

(I'll be using chinese for this post ;D)

终于下雨了～
近来这几天太阳公公不知发生什么事..
变得特别勤劳，快把我们晒得想人干了！
但值得庆幸的是，
太阳公公挽回了我妈妈的笑容。
因为她终于可以把床单洗得干干净净～
不必担心晒不干, 也因此不必担心会有臭味 ；D

猜猜看我是什么？

今天早上遇上一件很好笑的事。
早上吃东西时，我在咖啡店看见一位老伯伯。
他身上那件衣的 pattern 和颜色，跟上面的那图按一模一样！
哈哈哈，当时真的差点笑翻天。

我让父母看了电话里的这张照，然后指一指前面的那老伯伯。
用了一种外星人语言跟他们解释道：
“妈爸，这照片是我在学校拍的。这个东西是一间课室后面的 notice board，被学生们 vandalisme-ed 过后的成果。真正看起来没那么美，是我拍的很有艺术感而已。但你看你看，有人的衣服和这东西一模一样！”
他们只是微笑，因为不想勾起那老伯伯的疑心。
但实际上，真的是超好笑的！
我随便乱拍的图样竟然能做成衣服。
（可惜没拍下那衣的照片，怕被抓包 =x）
哈哈哈

okok, 我还是别再笑了。
认真一点认真一点..
昨天我度过我第十六届的单身情人节！
恭喜我恭喜我 ;D

杨依华在此祝天下有情人终成眷属～
单身的帅哥美奴们快点找到好归宿～
而我的的亲朋好友们则要天天快乐～
最后...
农历新年快乐！！
（错错）
情人节快乐！！* =x
（抱歉抱歉，我的祝福语慢了一天。 但也好过没有吧？ ;D）

-To be continued-

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-continued-

hohoho~
刚从外边儿回来, 吃的好饱好饱～
出门前我在妈妈面前唱了 "If I Were A Boy"，
结果妈妈从刚才到现在不停地展现她改歌词的才华。

Before : If I were a boy
After: If I was a boy

Before: But you're just a girl
After : But I was a girl

真相对她说，“妈，你真是个天才”。 ( lol~)

（说实话，我忘了我 “-To be continued-” 那时想 post 什么了。 =x）
只想对有送我祝福和礼物的人, 说声“谢谢你”！
今年是我第一次收到情人节礼物的一年，也是我在那一天有出门的第一年。

Beauty （玫瑰） & The Beast （烂瓶子）

Aaron
我最爱的花 - 玫瑰
虽说它们总有一天会枯萎。
但就是因为这样，
人们才会珍惜他们这短暂的美 ;D

谢谢你把它们赐给了我
但还是要对你说声, “对不起”.
抱歉抱歉..
家里没有花瓶，只有花盆 >_>
(宝贝玫瑰们，委屈你们了)

排排站！

YING PEK / 运伯
史努比很笨！;D
黑猪很欠揍! =x
粉红猪很吵! xD
但三个聚在一起，是个美好家庭。

谢谢你的礼物
但那场 'Eden Lake'，我就不多谢了。
看见你买的戏票时我差点心脏病发作。
死了你养我爸妈！
你的脸我都给完了，no next time~
若有下次，我想我从此以后要变成枕头了。
错！
是很有“福”气的枕头 (LOL)

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有时候，
停下脚步..
听听自己的心跳，
并不是个坏主意。
;D

我想为了爸爸而守则；
我想为了妈妈而拼命。

我想为了姐姐而成熟；
我想为了哥哥而成功。

我想为了家庭而加油，
我想为了朋友而停留。

我想为了享受而生活，
我想为了经验而受苦。

我想为了快乐而掉泪，
我想为了伤心而欢笑。

我想为了生活而活，
我想为了自己而活。

我想我还是趁现在停手吧，
总觉得我再继续的话会收不了手。
哈哈哈～
现在脑里有着特别多的东西，
跟 ROJAK 一样。
下次再见吧 ;D
(Notice : Not emo，is "感性" you know? =x)
-po0f-

frm maggie

hellloooooooo! mag here lol yay! shocked onot? wahahahahhaa!
todayyy. pre valentine.. hrmm. lonely dragon haha LOL!!. nth much happen de
blogging is hard. aiyoooo. yh chio wa. T.T
okok. happy valentines to every1. frm yyh. nt me. lol
1st time blogging woi! dun ply ply yoooo! xD
yh laf at me. nyehhh! go do moral laaa. hahah!
this is annoying.
juice is stil damn hot n sexayy *winks* nyek! lalala~`
i soo suck in blogging so yeahh.
byebye
cheers` happy vday!

Tagged

Got tagged by pan, lol..
Quite bored now so... Yeah, let's do it?
I'm gonna use deviantART to search for pictures & not google ;D
(Don't ask why, use your common sense~)

Rules:The Rules are simple.Use Google, etc to search the answers to the questions below.Then you must choose a pictures in the first page of the result and post it as your answer

After that tag 7 people

i) The Age of My Next Birthday


ii) A Place I'd Like to Travel to

iii) A Favourite Food


iv) Favorite Place


v) A Nickname I Had


vi) College Major


vii) A Favorite Color


viii) Name of my love


ix) Bad Habit


x) The City I Live in


xi) Hobby


xii) Wishlist


I got no one to tag, so..
How arh?

I'll tag..
YOU who's reading my blog right now.
Yeap, YOU!
Didn't see my fingers point at you?
If you own a blog then you're tagged ;D

Hahaha~
-po0f- =x

o.O

Hi bitch
Bye bitch
=)

Hello bitch
Tata bitch
=)

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我很累了。
不想去想，也不想去理。
别再增加我的负担，可以吗？

跟“某某人”说了我自己最憎恨的秘密，
听说跟人分担事情会让自己很轻松？
是有感觉没那么压力了，但总感觉很烦躁。

好久没有这样的感觉了～
但对不起，我并不怀念它。
（恨不得一生一世都别再有这感觉）

哈哈哈。。
跟下午有着天差地别，我现在的心情就连我自己也搞不懂了。
想哭又没眼泪， 想笑又觉得很不自在。

我笑不出了； 我哭不出了
-po0f-
( not emo, just tired ;D )

Unimas

Few pictures taken during the night of the chinese orchestra performance at UNIMAS (Kuching). ;D

Me & Pan

The sofa's nicer than the ones in my house ;(

Faculty of Medicine & Health Science

CBOX

Sorry guys, I renew-ed the cbox awhile ago.
Cause I find it too slow..

In the end, there's no difference at all.
It's still slowwwww ;(
Sorry guys, if you wanna check whether your post is up.
Refresh the blog and look again~ Lol

Replies:
Dodo - I'm not in love!!! Single & available ;D

Mistress - Yee Hwa.. Not nice rite? ;(

Chap Goh Meh

Happy Chap Goh Meh to everyone! ;D
It's the end of CNY 2009 now,
what will be waiting for us?
I have no clue at all~

I hope there isn't anything bad happening..
*touch wood*
Let's just look forward to another new year ^^

Family Photo of the "Yong' family

Kay, I know I look “奸 / 贱”(either one?) in that picture.
*grins*
(I thought I'm evil from the start? xD)

I heard that the moon's the biggest & brightest & roundest tonight.
For 50 years, it's never this huge?
Oh well, I'll try to take some photos of it. xD

2009! Here I Come~
Let's enjoy my last year of high school fully ;D
Guys... This is just the start of the "Year of Playtime"~
And the end of the year of teenhood ;D
-po0f-

*New*
Added a tagboard to this blog just now.
Feel free to tag along ;D

Kiss The Rain ;D

I fell in love with this piece of work composed by Yiruma.
It's name is "Kiss The Rain", played by Yiruma himself using a piano.
The feelings that the song gives,
I can never describe them with mere words..

Here's a lyric shown when I played the song with the media player:

I often close my eyes
And I can see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And I'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
Its hollow inside
I never had your love
And I never will

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like I've always loved you
But how can you love me
Like I loved you when
You can't even look me straight in my eyes

I've never felt this way
To be so in love
To have someone there
Yet feel so alone
Aren't you supposed to be
The one to wipe my tears
The on to say that you would never leave

The waters calm and still
My reflection is there
I see you holding me
But then you disappear
All that is left of you
Is a memory
On that only, exists in my dreams

I don't know what hurts you
But I can feel it too
And it just hurts so much
To know that I can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow I just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you

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He doesn't want to fall in love,
cause he knows how much it hurts to love a person.
While the fear of separation that's still haunting him,
he decides to face the world alone.

The girl who showed up in front of him..
Even though he's trying to keep his distace from her.
Even though he's trying to deny it,
he couldn't take his eyes off her once she's in sight.

The once gone feeling has come back to him again,
the feeling of warmth,
hope,
and joy.

As he resists his own feelings,
he saw her in the arms of another him..
A better him for her,
a better future for her

In the end,
he never realise that the girl..
Whom he loves,
is always staring back at him, while he's being held captive by her beauty.

The other him who possessed her,
filled her with tears of sorrow and sadness.
After they're named as one, everything's changed.
And the better future for her, is merely just a dream.

"Why didn't you go after her?"
"I'm not as good as him..", he replied.
"Look what happened"
"I don't know.."

"I'm sorry.."
he mumbled as he saw her walking past the street.
Saying sorry to the her who's being forsaken by her other half,
saying sorry to the her who's being abandoned by him.

People, don't hesitate to tell people about your feelings.
Cause you won't know..
Maybe you can save them somehow.
And you can save yourself, from regretting things when it's too late.

No one's perfect,
there isn't a perfect him for her nor a perfect her for him.
One thing that makes someone perfect,
is the love from the other half, where mistakes and wrongs are being accepted & forgiven.

If you don't love someone,
stop fooling around and get the hell outta their life.
People's hearts aren't meant to be broken,
and no one has the rights to broke them.

As long as you truly love someone,
don't think about it and say it out loud.
"I love you"
If you're gonna say it, mean it.

♥ doesn't fade even after your other half's appearance changes,
♥ doesn't fade even after you've being ill-treated by your partner..
♥ is the power to let you forgive every mistakes,
♥ is the power to let you accept everything about someone..

Guys..
I'll say this beforehand..
♂ Happy Valentines Day ♀! ;D
These stuffs just pop out from my mind and..
Taadaa~ Here it is!
Love just reminds me of the valentines day that's coming soon.
Lol.. ( I'm random xD )
Anyways, I'll stop here ba.
-po0f-

New Year (2)

Hiya all, it's me again! ;D
'Someone' wanted me to blog, so yeah..
Here am I? Lol
(But seriously, I don't know what to post~ x.x)

Kay, let's continue my last last post?
Urm.. Yipee!!
I've changed!!
LOL
People around me may not noticed it, but I think I did change.
Not much, but there's a difference.

I've been talking less,
cause I couldn't come up with pointless conversations anymore.
I've been doing homeworks,
cause I'm afraid that I'm unable to catch up with the class.
I've been blogging, (lol?)
cause I want something that could remind me of things I've done.
I've been listening to songs more often,
cause I've been bored due to the quitting of audi. =x
I've been msn-ing,
cause I have nth else to do other than listening to songs + msn-ing after I turn on my computer. Haha..

Well, there's more..
But I'm too lazy to state them, lols

Alrighteyz, time to talk bout stuffs I did lately.
Erm.. Last time went to visit aunt's house and saw the FairLady of Willy(cousin).
It's white in colour, with black tinted glass and carbon fibre parts.
Unlike those fake ones(Just paint~), the carbon fibre stuffs costs 8k I think.
I took some pictures of the car, but unfortunately..
I'm too lazy to upload them ;(
Too bad.. Blame blogger for not letting me upload multiple images at one time. =x

I decided to drop EST and take science & chinese.
I'll be saying 'Long time no see' to the chinese subject again, hahaha!
More classes, less time to rest~ ;(
Oh well, at least it isn't something UN-meaningful?
;D

School's as usual..
Boring classes, chilly winds, stinky toilets(lol), and a crowded canteen
Nothing special?

And btw, just went to UNIMAS to perform for CO.
This time it's the unimas at Kuching, not Semarahan~
(Whew... No need for tiring bus trip xD)
Though it's a pity we can't sing in a bus like that night, haha

Well..
Laopeh's b'day is coming soon, on Wednesday.
Die die die.. Duno what to buy for her, or should I say..
Duno how are we gonna celebrate!?!?

She wants to celebrate her b'day with Melissa ba..
We're 2nd/3rd/4th/5th runner-up lu, but oh wells..
No choice, I'm anti-social ;D
Glad she had a new buddy though

Kk, gtg bed alrdy~
Mum's naggging -_-
-po0f-

Sometimes I wish I could save you
And there’s so many things that I want you to know
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Save You - Simple Plan

YH go die

Dammit!!
I did it again.. -_-
Why am I always making people mad?

YH GO DIE LA U!
GO DIE GO DIE GO DIE!!!

Bah..
It's me to blame..
go die...

Sian.. Wan cry liao la..
Kns u YH, wad for cry?
No use one wad? Go die..

If things happen cause of me,
I swear I'm not gonna show up in front of them again.
I swear..

BAHHH YH GO DIE!

New Year

2009, a whole new year
Even though nothing much have changed, something's different somehow..
Maybe it's just my imagination, or maybe it's me who had changed?

This is the first time that I'm not enjoying CNY, it's not that it's boring or anything such.
It's just that I'm not having the mood, and my mum has fallen sick on the 2nd day.
Even though CNY is almost over, I'm still not having any CNY mood.
(I lost nearly RM200 after gambling with my family, and it's the first time losing so much too)
My ang pao lui(s)!! ;(

It's been some time that I haven't log in my audi and take a look around.
So I took a peek and log in for awhile an hour earlier =x
Things have changed.. And there isn't any slot for me in novice anymore.
So I guess I can Q.I.P? (Quit-In-Peace)
I deproved dramatically too, so..
There's nothing in audi that can keep from quitting anymore.
As for my character "IcedBlader", can keep him.. (For now) Hehe =x

Let's see..
I started audi-ing when I was form 3 and quitted before form 5.
Not bad uh? Lol..
At least I've finally managed to distance myself from it~
Due to non-stop hours of audition last time, I haven't been able to do/achieve anything.
But now, I have more time to rest and dream~ Hahaha! (Duh?)

I'm ranting again x.x
I'll stop here, time to chat~
hahaha
-po0f-