Two-O-One-O

I'm beat.
Don't know what to blog, so bare with me for awhile?
I'll revive this blog once I have the mood and time. (:

2011 please don't turn your backs on me.
You are the year to decide my future, gimme a hand will you pretty please? :D

As for 2010, I'll miss ya!
Though you never wait for me, I won't blame you.
Cause you're the same as all your cousins siblings parents ancestors kids and relatives from Y.1992 - Y.2009 (and Y.2010+ will be) whom too, never waited for me.

I'm afraid of the future.
But I have no choice but to face it, accept it.
YOSH IM GONNA JY TO CHIONG MY MANGAS NEXT YR AND SEE HW MUCH HOMEWORK I CAN PILE UP FOR UPPER 6 !
In my dreams? x)

And btw, have I mentioned this before?
Cause I think I did.
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my friends lots !
Thanks to them I got out of the upper-6-is-starting-in-3-days-stress for abit.
So once again, thanks guys for everything !
Even a short message from you guys helped me lots :]

Okay things don't seem so bad.
This post turned out to be nt that short after all? :D

Anyways, gotta adjust my biological clock again.
I've been sleeping late and waking late too often these days hehe.
Okay nights and happy new year eve '10 to all of you peeps !
Ciaossu.
-po0fs-

Aloha!

Don't know what to blog eh.
Stuffs happened, somehow lost my mood to blog already.

Uhm it's the school holiday now, marked the end of lower 6.
2010 is a short year indeed, probably cause lower 6 only takes half a year.
Even though it's still November, we can hear CNY songs at Kenyalang already :D

Let's just skip the school part.
It's just as usual:
Wake up - sleeping during classes - eat during recess - talk & play during classes - comp till evening - dinner - comp untill bedtime.

Well, I'm officially 18? (:
Very grateful to those who wished and celebrated.
Though they say you can do many other stuffs when you're 18, but I don't see any differences.
I'm still me and I'm not really interested in doing 18-above stuffs.. anymore / yet
So I'm just continuing my everyday life with zero changes after my birthday. :D

But then, there are still some changes to my life.
I've gotten further apart from my darling #1 lately.
Somehow I'm having headaches more frequently and I couldn't stand staring at the computer screen for longer than few minutes.
Yaa something's wrong already.
Since I know the cause, I cut down my computer usage by around 80%-90% already.
And doing nothing but slacking around at home or going out to nowhere just to keep myself away from the comp.

I went to an Astronomy Club trip yesterday.
It was fun, didn't had enough sleep.
Was too scared of... you-know-what-la :D
Kk my eyes beh tahan already.
Stopping here
Ciaoss!
-po0f-

blah blah blah blah -_-

真的很不想变为以前的那个人。
喂，是时候醒了吧？
Ahhh someone slap me pls
-po0fs-

Hakuouki

Souji Okita from Hakuouki, he's just beautiful.
The first (anime) guy whom I acknowledge his beauty, truly a bishounen. *___*

Okay I'm having a Souji craze right now.
Meh, don't mind me.
I'll continue babbling about okita this whole week or longer.
)))))))):

I'm blaming the anime production company for making him look so..
Pretty and shuai and nice and cool ):
Then in the end.........
):
Good things doesn't last long don't they?
sigh, that sucks..

Found out today that otakus aren't that welcomed in Japan.
They are kinda being discriminated by the society =/
Looking at myself, I'm not entirely an otaku YET.
But nehmind, I don't mind being an otaku :D
It's no big deal being told by people that I'm no-life cause I'm already one no-life person.
Bishies are my life :DDDDDD

Okay siao alr LOL.
Gotta do report now. (Or maybe more anime? :X)
Didn't go to school today due to cramps, more homework piling up XD
-po0fs-

Craze x)

Hello people !

Apparently..
I'm still in the gundam mood ._.
But it's gotten better already.
Done with Gundam 00 already as we speak, chiong-ed both seasons in 3 days.
Be glad that I'm still alive (:

Ben's birthday yesterday, went ccr.
Played, talked and played.
It was raining cats & dogs last nite too.
Chilly wind, loves

Bought a top and sandals too 2 days ago.
My old sandals are in the verge of breaking down. lol
Then saw a cutee top, so I just bought it.
How can you resist a 50% discounted item?
:x

Mum cheated my feelings today.
Woke me up saying we'll go shopping but attended funeral instead.
Cousin's baby, unborn.
10-10-10, an easy-to-remember death date.
Tried to stop my tears from flowing when they're chanting the prayers.
Such misfortune happening right in front of us.
Really knocks into me why humans are so not appreciative.
Like what I've said in one of the previous posts,
"Many died even before they were born".
This is reality, not just mere thoughts.

I'm alive, that's all that matters. (:
As long as you live, opportunities will rise.
No matter how much of a corner you're forced into.
As long as you live, the tides will turn one day.
Please, don't waste your live.

YEPPPPP SINCE IT HAS COME TO THIS I SHALL WATCH ANIME AND READ MANGA AND READ FANFICS AND STAY ONLINE EVERYDAY CAUSE I ENJOY DOING SO AND I SHALL ENJOY MY LIFE THOROUGHLY CAUSE I ENJOY DOING THOSE STUFFS EVERYDAY AND NOT TORTURING MYSELF WITH STUDIES AND EXAMS.
WTF AM I SAYING LOL

I like immersing myself in fictional worlds.
Probably I'm just trying to escape reality.

I'm insane.
:D
-po0f-

MSG :DD

This is what I've been to since 4 days ago (:
MSG MSG





MSG
Mobile Suit Gundam, not Monosodium Glutamate.
Got bored after exam so I searched for anime.
Talked to alu and decided to watch Gundam Seed.
lol~
SEED is still okay, destiny sucks.
Watched 6 epi of destiny only and I quit already.
I dreamt of Kira & Athrun too this morning.
Meh, too much gundam for me.

Continued to watch Gundam 00 today since morning, stopped at epi 21.
Lazy to watch already x)
My eyes are tired after these few days of gundams.
Must take a break~

Btw I failed in Maths T.
Nothing to be surprised about, expected.
Gonna fail my Chem & Phys too. :D

Ahh my sister is already thinking about my future university already
While I'm here failing everything, hehe :X
STPM is tough, whew

Okay I'm off.
-po0fs-

the F word

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I can't stop cursing,
Everything's just not right.

Even though I'm blogging now and watching movies just now and fb-ing earlier.
But that doesn't matter, I am in a rush now.
I don't know why but I feel nervous, ya damn sohai.
Though I have lots of time left for me to study, I'm still feeling nervous.

Btw, I lost my formula booklet.
Shit
Fuck
I'm screwed

《你，有没有这样的时候？》

明明很想哭，却还在笑。

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。

明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。

明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。

明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。

明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。

明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。

明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。

明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。

明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。

明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。

明明这样『伪装』着很累，却还得依旧…

为的只是隐藏起自己的脆弱，即使很难过，也会装的无所谓，

只是不愿意别人看见自己的伤口，不想让周围的人担心，不想让别人同情自己，

只想在心底独自承受。 虽然心疼的难以呼吸却笑着告诉所有人“我没事的！”，

然后静下来时，自己便笑话自己，何必把自己伪装的那么坚强？

好像自己可以承受所有的苦难，呵呵。。 这好累。。好累。。

你，有没有这样的时候？莫名地心情不好，不想和任何人说话，只想一个人静静地发呆，怀念着逝去的人和事。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然觉得心情烦躁，看什么都觉得不舒服，心里闷得发慌，拼命想寻找一个出口。

你，有没有这样的时候？发现身边的人都不了解自己，面对着身边的人，突然觉得说不出话。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然感觉自己与世界格格不入，你曾经一直坚持的东西一夜之间面目全非。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然很想逃离现在的生活，想不顾一切收拾自己简单的行李去流浪。

你，有没有这样的时候？别人突然对你说：我觉得你变了。然后，自己开始百感交集。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然希望时间为你停下来，就这样一直和喜欢的人地老天荒。

你，有没有这样的时候？在自己脆弱的时候，想一个人躲起来，不愿别人看到自己的伤口。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然很想哭，却难过得哭不出来。

你，有没有这样的时候？夜深人静的时候，突然觉得寂寞深入骨髓。

你，有没有这样的时候？走过熟悉的街角，看到熟悉的背影，突然就想起一个人的脸。

你，有没有这样的时候？明明自己心里有很多话想要说，却不知道怎样表达。

你，有没有这样的时候？心中有一股无名的火，很想找个人发泄，很想大声喊出来。

你，有没有这样的时候？觉得自己其实一无所有，仿佛被世界抛弃。

你，有没有这样的时候？明明自己身边很多朋友，却依然觉得孤单。

你，有没有这样的时候？很想放纵自己，希望自己彻彻底底醉一次。

你，有没有这样的时候？自己的梦想很多，却力不从心。

你，有没有这样的时候？常常找不到事情做，无聊得无所适从。

你，有没有这样的时候？突然找不到自己，把自己弄丢了。

你，有没有这样的时候？心里突然冒出一种“厌倦”的情绪，觉得自己很累很累。

你，有没有这样的时候？看不到自己未来的样子，面对未来，迷茫得不知所措。

你，有没有这样的时候？发现自己一夜之间长大了。

你，有没有这样的时候？听到一首老歌，就突然想起了一个人。

你，有没有这样的时候？希望能找个人好好疼爱自己，渴望一种安全感。

你，有没有这样的时候？别人误解了自己有口无心的一句话，心里郁闷得发慌。

你，有没有这样的时候？常常在回忆里挣扎，有很多过去无法释怀。

你，有没有这样的时候？渴望一场轰轰烈烈的恋爱，很想去做一些疯狂的事。

你，有没有这样的时候？渴望被人理解，渴望别人的关怀，渴望一份简单的快乐。

你，有没有这样的时候？看着时间一点点流逝，自己却无能为力。

熟悉的或陌生的你，如果也有这样的时候，说明你在无奈中一天天成长了。 在无奈中成长起来的，有你，也有我。

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Found this in facebook.

This was how I felt before, note that it's in past tense.

All i feel now is boredom and sian-ness.

EXAMMMM~

I'm still FB-ing :D

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room

6 Days Before Exam - "My Tidy Room"

I haven't started studying at all :D
You ask what about the Maths book on my table?
That's cause I was copying the answers from others :X
Vivi came to my house yesterday to do my homework, what a good person~ *loves*
But I did her MUET essay in exchange for the maths, fair and square.

The picture reminds me of the one last time before my exam too.
I forgot which exam is that, PMR, SPM or just normal school finals? @@
I don't feel bad at all though. XD
It's nothing unusual to fail the papers.
If it's failing then I'm good in doing so..
Asking for full marks from me is the same as asking me to suicide. :D

Okay I've just rejected my bro's invitation to Go-Cart.
I've never been to one omgggg T.T
I wannnttttttt omggg.
Go to hell school.
Go to hell please.

Okay I'll stop now.
I should correct smth.
I love shool, I hate exams.
-po0f-

Teeheeeee

Laziee to post..
To all who've been asking, here's your update. (:

Holiday started.
Rot at home as usual.
Never touched any books, not to mention that mountain of homework.
Only little time left to exam, I'm dead :D

Need to play bass again for the new songs.
Have to do recordings.
But I don't seem to have the time to do it now.
Maybe after exam?
Looking forward to play teacher's 5-string bass, but I'm afraid to face him after suddenly "poof"-ing from his classes that time. ;x
KK and R&D proposal deadline is just before exam.
I don't have much time left to study actually, though you see me wasting my 1 week ++++ time in slacking and sleeping.

Attended the Peer Educator's Talk last Mon & Tues at Holiday Inn.
For your info, it's FOC ! :D
Free food, free games..
Heaven (:
Just that we have to wake up early just like we're having school.
But it's worth it, the foooood~
The talk's about family planning and STD and sex.
But even after all those, I still don't think premarital sex is wrong. =/
Abortion is a NO, baby throwing is NO too.
But then, that's what condoms are for right?
LOL!
Okay I'll end this topic right here. C:

I miss going out with friends..
If people are to boycott exam, I'll be the first to join.
Surely I won't be alone.
I know exactly who will join me ;p
But anyways, I'm fully prepared to fail the papers this time.
It's nothing unusual for form 6-ers to flunk their papers.
So why should I be surprised over it? :D

Okay stopping here!
Below are just rants, you may ignore them.

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I'm not a good person.
But I'm learning to treasure things and the people around me.
I admit I've always envied people.
Where they can always get things they want, where they can do anything they like.
Whereas I'm here binded by things, unable to do things as I please.
At times where my mind is filled with thoughts like this, I tend to think of things I have now.

Many died even before they were born.
Many were born with disabilities.
Many couldn't even get their hands on proper food.
Many had their parents killed when they're young.
Many were tortured and abused.
Many didn't have the chance to attend school.
And many more..

What about us?
All we can do is nothing but complain and demand more.
Think about it.

When you're complaining why you don't have a camera, think of the blind.
When you're complaining how much food sucks, think of the poor.
When you're complaining about school, they can't even afford a book.
When you're complaining that you don't have a gf/bf, they don't even have a mum to hug.

think, people, think !
(:

I'm just posting to remind myself, and others.
(Mainly myself ;p)
They may sound like excuses or just self-satisfaction stuffs.
But they are facts.
(Actually it's just a way to control my urge to ask for cameras. :x)
At least I feel less left out when I see everyone having a PSP, NDS, PS3, DSLR, iPhone and etc..
:D :D :D

I rock! Thanks (:
-po0f-

zzz

累
懒
困

真想躺在床上睡上一整年算了。

Tingkatan Enam Bawah

I'm still tired, don't ask me why.
Couldn't get enough sleep no matter how much I've slept.
Something's wrong I guess.

Going out 2mr afternoon for 'SALT'.
Invited the brathers and sisters, but not all of them will turn up.
In fact, I don't know if any of them will be turning up.
But it won't hurt that bad to keep my hopes up uh?
It's been like centuries since we've last gathered, I miss the old days.
I miss the times when we could just sit somewhere and chat through the whole afternoon or evening. There's also the time when we're having movies at Star and eventually heading to Tun Jugah for food.
Truthfully, I miss them a lot.

A lot of homeworks are still left undone, too tired to finish them at once.
YH you gotta start moving your arse and clear up those tall mountains of books NOW !
"Form 6 liaoooo", like they said.

Falled for Ian once again after 3 months since my last VD fever.
Season 2 is coming out soon enough. ♥

OneManga has officially removed the scans.
I'm trying to get over the grief about it.
Any good websites to intro people?

Okay I'm tired.
Giving up on Maths.
I'm off.
-po0fs-

Shagged

I did only ONE maths question throughout the weekend.
Thanks! I know, damn power :D

Watched 'Inception' today with pan.
Not overrated, a good film indeed.
Bought birthday cake and sang birthday song for dad just now.
It's his birthday 2mr but we celebrated it today cause he's not coming home 2mr.

Continued to watch 'Karate Kid' with parents downstairs after that even though I'm very tired and have lots of homework left undone.
Oh well, family time?

Okay I'm off.
Toodles
-po0f-

Pon-star

I skipped school today, nothing unusual about it.
Reminds me of the days last year where I kept pon-ing school and tuition classes.

Gotta do my homework now, pon-ed 1 day but I haven't even done ONE freakin question.
Geez..
-po0fs-

Mountains @@

Hello all~
Maggie asked me to update cause she couldn't stand my delicious pancakes so here I am! :X
I went to watch Sorcerer's Apprentice today.
I'll rate it 3/5.
The beginning wasn't bad, but the ending is too rushed.

Couldn't resist myself and ate a donut today :[
My life's all about school, projects, meetings, co-curiculums, sleep, homework and computer.
Feel like taking a long break to finish my homework.
I've been stuck on the same Maths question for weeks omg.
And the homeworks are piling up to become a 1m tall mountain alr ):

Okay I'm just here to rid that pancake picture from the top of the page.
Nothing else to report on.
Toodles !

蚊子 ):

I made pancakes for the second time last Saturday.
I thought I could finish all 5 by myself, but I ended up having 3 of them only.
Kinda overestimated my tummy, lmao..
Had them with honey and peanut butter, yummy :3

Slacked for 4 days already and school starts once again 2mr.
World Cup finals later, wondering whether I should watch it or not.
2.30am - 4.30am, I'm sure there'll be many panda's at school 2mr morning.
Hmmmmm...
I'm neutral, but I like the word Netherlands more than Spain. ;p
So, should I? x.x

This is a short post indeed.
I'm just bored, since bro and mum haven't come back from aunt's house yet. (:

Oh I just killed a mosquito and threw another one out of a window. LOL!
I finally caught the culprit!
No wonder I still get bitten even though I killed one already.
Oh wells, I have to repent for committing a murder.
*prays*
I feel bad ):
Shud be its own fault for biting me when I'm not in a good mood right?
Poor guy.. You should've grabbed a better timing )))):

Okay I'm just being lame here.
Dad just said 'NO' for me watching world cup.
-sighs-
Sianned!
I'll be nagged by him for sure the next time we're alone in the car.
Cause I said 'shit' in front of him today when we're having lunch. =/
My yam fell onto the soy sauce that's why.
Should I explain to him the meaning of shit or just keep quiet uh?

Anyways~
I'm off, mum's back (:
-po0f-

GOOD LUCK TO SPAIN & NETHERLANDS !

Roooooom

No idea when it started..
I started isolating myself in the room again.
Don't wanna be the old YH ever again, I wasted too much time already.
)))))))))))))))))):

Really wanna go out with bro for breakfast later but I doubt I could wake up.
If I don't get enough sleep today, it'll be a shaggy upcoming week.

Stopped exercising, and smth's wrong with my body again.
Chest hurts from time to time, and it's getting more frequent.
But thanks to gib i found a way to soothe the pain.
Hope it'll be gone soon, hahaa :D

Kay.
I'm just ranting~
Sweet dreams to all of you who's on bed !
-po0f-

Candle ?

Life could end any second.
Ever wondered what you'd do if you life ends 24 hours later?
I thought about it all the time.

It could happen any second, so I'm living my life w/o regrets here.
As an example.
If I wanna eat, I'd eat.
Then worry about the consequences later lmao! :D

Talk a lot with HH during class.
And like what we talked about,
人生就像个蜡烛。
一吹就灭，一烧就完。
一砍就断 -- I added this.
LOL!

I'm not being depressed or what.
Just that the fact that life's unpredictable struck me hard this time.
A Form 5 guy had an accident and passed away yesterday.
What a waste ):

Okay done with the life and death thing.
Life's good.
Form 6 is quite fun, compared to what I've imagined.
Started to drift off when teacher's talking few days ago, and I should really revise on what they're talking about this coming week.
2 days - school, 2 days - sports day, 1 day - study (playyy!).

Okay parents are nagging even though it's not even 11pm.
Going to CO prac 2mr which I haven't been to since quite a long time ago.
Have to wake up at 7am, sighs.

I'm off.
Toodles!
-po0f-

Hihi

BHB-ed, loving this top since the day I bought it. ♥

Hello, holiday ended. (:
Had to wake up at 6am almost everyday now after 3 weeks of heaven.

The alarm went off today at 6am and I was wondering why I'd set the alarm to ring on Saturdays.
I turned off the alarm and threw the phone aside to continue sleeping.
But suddenly I froze and thought about it.
"Wait, it's Tuesday not Saturday! Dumbass"
No choice but to wake up for school.
I don't wanna go to school, even though it's been only 1 day since school started.
Form 6 is frustrating.
It's not just about waking up at 6am everyday, it's staying back after class till 3.15pm almost every day for curriculums and R&D session.
Not to mention that the weather at Kuching is devastatingly hot these days.
Came back from school with frustration just now.
I have no idea why am I that hot, just plain dulan.
Don't have the mood for homeworks, work outs, not even an afternoon nap.
So I went in audi to bully people instead, took me 2 hours to cool my head in there.

Slept at 11pm yesterday and I'm already half-dead this morning.
Gotta sleep earlier now, 10pm?

@ Kim Bay

Went out with Mistress, Kaka & Cindy during the hols.
I almost forgotten what we did that day already.
Uhmm, I drove them?
Picked them up one after another and went to have breakfast at Tabuan Jaya.
Never get fined even though I've forgotten to put the parking coupon. ^^
We ate there and went shopping for stationaries and Kaka's bag.
Later on we went to Kenyalang for discs & handphone casing, and stopped at the Pearl Milk Tea shop there.
After that is Spring, we ate at Sushi King till damn full.
Yesh I spent alot that day
And what we did after that, I forgot already @@
If I'm not mistaken, we went straight home that time.
Had some problem when we're leaving the carpark.
My driving sucks to the max lmao.
Somehow I think I scared them :X

Went to Spring the second time with mistress and cindy days later.
They ordered lots of food at Kim Bay and I was forced to finish the leftovers.
They paid for it, so I didn't contribute even a cent :X
Later on we went to Kbox, very ex..
But it's quite worth it, I sang till I've lost my voice.
Mistress insisted on me singing and in the end she didn't sing any herself.
Boooo!

I ate alot siaaa when going out with them.
I skipped my exercise routine for weeks already, I'm sooo dead. -dies-

Had fun webcaming few days ago.
With Olympians, alu - cath - pearly - me.
We were forcing alu to tag along, took ss-es and posted it onto facebook summore. ;p
It's the first time I enjoyed webcaming people, but I'm still webcam shy even after all's said and done.



Okay I'm going out for dinner.
Tatas peeps

Happy Bak Zhang Day!

端午节快乐！
I wanna blog.
But I'm lazy :D
Brain died, eyes blinded.
Pearly Lock I posted this for you ehh, you should be honoured. :X

Forgot what I did these few days already.
Only remember that I went to Swinburne for the first time today.
Went to do nothing at the library thr while JC, Maggie, and Ying studied.

Oh well, i gained more weight.
Yay to an unhealthy body? =/

Uhmmmm... Went to Damai with cousins.
Fell asleep on the bench beside the pool as my cousins swam.
Had dinner at seafood restaurant, without any seafood.
Due to the presence of my beloved father-sama~
(He's a vegetarian soo..)

Oh I went through the whole bridesmaid thing.
While I was walking down the church.
I stepped on my gown and almost fell, but I managed to avoid the catastrophe. ^^
It's a tiring day, but at least the wedding ended smoothly :D
I did my hair at the salon that day.
And I ended up looking like a 40-year-old woman, older than my sister.
Damn ugly LOL!

The day before cousin's wedding was Maggie's b'day.
Didn't gave her the best birthday ):
Our parents were pms-ing that day, and everything went out of plan.
Felt sorry for not making her birthday memorable )))))):

Okay this post is short (:
I'm off to bed!
Nights peeps~
-po0f-

iAntiAging.
Things change as time goes by.
I hate growing up, I hate being so helpless and lost.

hello peeps !

Hello guys!
I'm alive :D

Life's as usual.
I'm grateful that I have a good life, but cursing the fact that I'm born fat & lazy at the same time.
Grew fatter this month, the bridesmaid gown I tried was tight.
3 more days left, not enough time to lose weight ):

Gonna have to start studying, revising my SPM chemistry.
But where can I get the book from? lol
My old books were sent away, no idea where they are already.

Okay I'm off.
Don't know what to say anymore hahas.
-po0fs-

Countdown To Hols ♥

I'm feeling down.
I don't know why.
The time of the month is over, yet?
I don't like this feeling.
It reminds me of bad memories from the past -_-

Tomorrow's the last day before hols.
Declared our own holiday on Thurs alr, ain't going for the gotong-royong.
M.U.S.T stop eating, like seriously.
If any of you see me eating fattening stuffs, please just slap me. (:
I don't have much self-control over delicacies.

Okay, I'm off.
Maths T. quiz 2mr, I'm gonna just blah through it.
I suck in logarithm to the max.

Someone, I need you.

Obesity ? ):

Wanted to blog, but couldn't find the things to talk about.
Some things are best left to be unspoken.
But then..
I just wanna let people know that I'm alive. (:
This blog isn't dead yet, just that I'm out of things to say for a short while.

The 2nd week of form 6 life, wasn't bad.
Tiring, but it's worth it.
I'm being a good girl (:
It's been 3 weeks since I last slept after 11.30pm.
(Even so, I'm still tired)
I tried* to do my homeworks, never play games.
And I'm awake during classes, except for PA. :X

Went out last night to have a drink with JC, Ron & Bong.
It's the first time I went to Isabella, the environment there wasn't bad.
Love the lightning (:
It's the first time I drove out at night, got nagged by bro today for using the dimmer car light. =/
I thought the brighter one would hurt people's eyes uh..
I just did it out of concern for others yet I got nagged, diuu.. ._.
Anyways, felt like driving while wearing heels.
Gonna give it a try when bro's back to sg, which is like next month?
Ughh, still a long way to go.
Tch!

4 more schooling days to holiday.
I'll just have to endure 4 more days (:

Kay stopping here, out of things to say already.
-po0fs-
p/s : I really suck in keeping fit, but I rock in gaining weight. =/

Form 6

Hellos
I've been through the form 6 3-days-taklimat held since Tuesday.
The hall was hot, the weather was hot, we're all hot.
I get to learn many things from different teachers, be it valuables or craps.
Got into L6S3 with some familiar faces, Michelle got into L6S2 tho.
Quite disappointing.
Kept telling myself that if it's how it should be, let it be. (:

Mum was angry at me on Wed night.
Due to a misunderstanding, asked sis to help solve it.
I even have to carry out my cpu to ensure her I wouldn't play comp that much again =/
But it doesn't matter now, everything's back to normal.

On the first day of school, (yesterday)
The physics students in my class were sent(kicked out) to clean the PPLSM block that we're gonna use later on for our physics class.
Some guys went to look for the key, some guys went to get the brooms.
Girls are told to go there and wait.
Okay so I did~
Then when we gathered, I asked "where should we clean now?".
And someone answered, this whole block. -_-
So I cleaned the first classroom w/o further thoughts.
After cleaning more than half of that classroom with 1cm thick layers of dust on the floor,
I went out and saw every1 cleaning the two rooms.
And they're finishing alr wtf.
All I did was a waste, tch!

Other classes were boring, the teachers haven't started teaching.
Just talking about the syllabus and blah blah blahs.
Had a hard time keeping my eyes open for the whole session.
School ended at 11.45am, went into the car at 12.35pm.
The weather was drivin' me crazy while waiting.

Reached boulevard @ 1.25pm liddat.
Waited for Michelle and went to meet up with our boss.
SH was thr already, along with another newly-made friend.
Worked until 10pm.
Gonna go work again later again.

Imma stop here.
Something's wrong with my eyes.
-po0fs-

Think hard, before you say "I Do" (:

2 more days to the beginning of form 6.
Am I nervous?
Sure I do.
It's been nearly half year since my holiday started.
Removed my nail polishes already, it's time to get serious.
I'll have to mug to catch up with everything.

I made a card today for mum.
It's Mothers' Day this coming Sunday and I'm looking forward to her expression when she sees it. :D
Going to have dinner at 3 points I think.
Gonna try out my new heels on that day, loving it lots ♥

Mum's going to take half day off from work 2mr.
To bring me to choose the bridesmaid gown for cousin's wedding.
Since I don't have holiday next week, I don't have time anymore D:
Speaking of trying out gowns, being a bride is hard -_-
For fat people*
I went to try the gowns at the Prince Bridal Shop or smth.
The clothes were sooo tight, walaoos x.x
And I can hardly breath, goshh..
Now I know, I'm really overweight. =/
The gowns were long without wearing heels, felt short and fat at the same time. :D

Okay Imma stop here.
-po0fs-

The Next Day

My body still aches, no doubt about it :D
Woke up @ 11am early in the morning.
Cause mum was changing her clothes and she told me she's going out for a hair cut with hsin.
I wanted to have my hair cut too so I dragged myself out of bed.

Went to boulevard to have my brunch at Kenny Rogers.
My bro decided to give us a prize for reaching the top of Mt. Santubong.
After thinking about it all day long, I demanded a watch.
School's starting and I don't have a proper watch, I'm no good with watches all along.
But I still need them :D
So I'm gonna get a cheap one soon, before bro leaves on Wed.

Had my hair cut at the same ol' salon.
The people there are friendly as usual.
I saw my hair falling off onto the ground, but couldn't see any changes on my head.
I have too much hair ):
and a big head*
Something stupid happened at that time.
I was lazy to wash my hair since my hand is so painful.
So I went to the salon and asked them to wash it for me instead.
Kay they cut my hair, and washed it.
Then this guy (can say is friend ler) came to dry my hair.
He styled and even curled it.
He treats me as his lab rat, always trying new styles on my head so I'm quite used to it.
But this time is different cause I've already washed my hair.
He curled it and used wax and hair spray.
In the end, I have to wash my hair again.
What a waste of money, stoopid.
lolol
Oh and after I got my hair curled.
I looked like 步惊云 in 风云 starred by Aaron Kwok.
UGLY LOL!
He said it's nice but I personally think it's so weirdd.
I went to comb and tried to straighten it right away when i reached home LOL!
Felt sorry for being so mean.
But neverminds~
He won't know anyways :D

Going to swim in the evening 2mr.
I could wear t-shirt in the pool right?
D:

Imma sign off now.
Ciaossu!
-po0fs-

Mt. Santubong

I went to play badminton with Jia Jia, Mic, Hui Ching on Fri.
Didn't waste my time in front of the computer all day.
We were slacking while playing, planned to go swimming on Monday with them too. (:
We talked about a lot of stuffs.
Even asked them whether they want to go for yoga class or not.
Hahas, I need a companion after all :X

I played badminton from 3-6pm, and gone for movie at MBO.
Went to have dinner with mum and bro after the badminton.
Then went home to bathe and left home right after that.
Yet I was late :X
Almost*
Didn't have time to buy popcorns and drinks, but at least we arrived in the movie hall right on time. :D
I said I'll treat Cin and Kaka drinks later on.
Cause of me being late, they didn't get to buy any drinks for the movie.
The movie was about to start when we step in, lucky! :3
Iron Man 2, wasn't bad.
But I still like the part 1 more, don't know why.
The technology inside the movie was intriguing.
Wish something like that exist nowaways.
Well it does, but still not that high-tech ):

The movie ended at around 11pm.
While on the way home, bro drove past the government's printing office.
It was on fire.
They extinguished the fire in front, but it's still burning at the middle part.
Saw the firemen stood outside doing nothing that time.
Could guess that there's no people in the building, and of course.
No casualties.
Lazy to elaborate. *skip*

Went to MacD to have supper since bro's hungry after picking me up.
Don't wanna eat, but ended up giving into temptations.
My bro asked me to help him order so when I saw all those ready-to-be-served food at the counter. I just couldn't let it go without ordering anything for myself ):
omg fattening, RAWRR!
But it's my own fault =/
*skip*

Slept at 1+am, woke up at 6.30am today.
Went to climb mount Santubong with bro and hui hsin.
The trip UP was fun and exciting, the trip DOWN was..
Hell -_-
I love going up, but not down.
I was damn dulan all the way down.
A one-step-wrong-and-you-will-die-situation, what can you expect?
At one point I almost had mental breakdown.
The tears just came out suddenly and I couldn't control it.
I was hanging on a cliff holding onto a skinny but long vine.
My limbs were dying out on me.
My weight was killing me.
The disgusting soil was driving my crazy.
The thought of still being miles fat from the car is the most deadly.
My tears flowed for like, 2 seconds only though.
Cooled down and continued.
I was thinking like, can i climb up there myself and get someone to fly or drive or carry me down?
For awhile, I stood on the cliff and thought.
"It'd be easier if I could just jump down."
Okay it doesn't matter anymore now.
I'm home safely, with my lovely pillows and bed (:
What's left are muscle aches and memories.
At least, I made it to the top (:
But no way I'm gonna go there for a 2nd time.
No way in hell -_-
I grabbed a lot of roots and vines today, my palm is now reddish and brownish in colour.
Glad that I didn't get any blisters though.
Lemme tell ya, this is the first time in my life I've ever grabbed trees so much.
And first time in my life I've ever felt so happy seeing my car. LOL!
I was walking down approaching the last stop when I saw the road.
"Is this heaven?" I asked.
Before we started climbing, I even thought of leaving a 'Mum, if I'm gone. Don't be sad, I love you." message in case.
But then I think it's unfair for my other family members and friends, so I gave up on the idea. :X
Pictures are in my bro's cam, I don't have it.
Didn't took much too, was busy climbing so..
Yeahs.. (:

My body aches, my toes are painful.
Don't even wanna go downstairs when dad called.
What a day...
But aren't we suppose to REST on Labour Days?

Kay I'm off.
Gonna sleep soon ler..
Nights uh
-po0fs-

I'm doing everything just to get you off my head.

おはようございます!

Good Morning all !
Slept well? (:

会いたくて

我想你…
你知道吗？

money lai lai :D

Been going out these past few days
Lazy to elaborate
Even if I want to, I forgot all about them already.
So let it pass then (:

Friends, treasure them.
Cause you might not know what will happen in the future.
You might get to meet new people, but the same goes to the total opposite of the outcome.
You might become an anti-social dude who will stay at home everyday with only a friend or two.
Mr. Bed and Mrs. Computer.

I went out a lot so I gained a lot of weight too.
I'm too scared to even stand on the weighing machine already.
Goshh, I gotta get back to my exercising machine soon.
Like real SOON.
Another month to cousin's wedding,
I don't wanna wear a dress with thick layers of fat all over my body.
And I don't wanna be the fattest bridesmaid people have ever seen.
omg nuu ! :C

Going to climb the Santubong Mountain this coming Saturday.
I hope it doesn't rain the day before that.
Or else the trip would be pretty unpleasant.
My first time climbing a mountain so..
YH please don't screw up (:

Oh and by the way!
Just wanna announce that I'm seriously broke.
Used up all my savings on food and birthday presents.
But I guess my mum's the one suffering. ):
I bought..
2 pairs of shoe @ LEA cause there's 50% discount.
But aren't cheap at all if their price are combined.
My mum has to pay for my tailor-made school uniform, including the fabric.
Which is quite expensive too?
I also bought some stuffs at a lingerie shop due to the sale.
They're still ex even after the discount =/
So basically I spent like..
Half a k?
My goodness, I should've been grounded. -_-

Okay I'm off.
It's 1.30am but I'm still not tired at all.
Guess I'll do some surfing till mum nags. :D
-po0fs-

♥
I'll never be the same,
if we ever meet again .

These days ?

I'm lazy to blog again ):
Didn't take any pictures, so I just don't feel like blogging w/o them.

Anyways~
My mood's quite extreme lately.
It's either good or bad.
My temper's gotten worse day by day, dang!
All thanks to a Mr.Yong, but then..
When I've calmed down, I understand he has his own reasons.
Still, it's quite hard to control my temper.
I don't know why ><

Sis asked me whether I wanted to go Singapore to study 2 days ago.
Rejected her invitation, decided to study Form 6 due to various reasons.
I guess I'm stuck at Kuching for 2 more years then. :D

Celebrated Cindy's birthday earlier just now @ The Spring. (AGAIN)
I had fun, glad she liked it.
Like I said, lazy to elaborate :X

I have lots more to say.
But little energy left in me.
I shall stop here.
Till then !

P-E-A-C-E

Dear blog,

I've realised how easy my emotions could take control and destroy everything that could've made my day.
Though it pisses me off when I think about certain stuffs, I shall try to not let them ruin my day.
P-E-A-C-E !

Went to Spring today AGAIN* with bro.
He bought stuffs, and I ate at the food court alone while he's cutting his hair.
Wanted to apply for MBO membership card & get myself a headset.
But I didn't have enough cash at the moment.
Bro had to borrow RM20 from me for dad's mouse too.
But it's alright, I can get it the next time
Yes (:
P-E-A-C-E !

Bro let/asked me to drive.
So, I drove.
Things were okay at first, but my car died when I'm trying to park aside for him to pay his parking coupon stuffs.
He told me not to step on the clutch when I'm trying to slow.
And I should only step on it when I'm gonna really stop my car.
But then I'm just so used to stepping on the clutch before I use the brake.
My brain couldn't get used to this new instruction, thus I forgot to step on the clutch that time when I'm stopping.
Another thing is, I have a habit.
Or should I say, a reflex action of clapping my hand ONCE* when thing's get off hand.
And I'll just act and laugh like a fool to free myself from awkwardness between me and my passenger(s).
But it doesn't apply to everyone I guess -_-
I got nagged by him, well..
Just nagging, but it felt like I'm being scolded and criticized somehow.
Fucking irritated.
( Sorry, my emotions are on a rampage these days )
Trying to avoid talking him till now
I don't want him to tell me that I'm such a kid.
But then, it's fine if I try to forget about what happened.
P-E-A-C-E !

I'm done complaining.
Thanks (:

p/s :
I'm quite addicted to a series called 'Vampire Diaries' now.
Hottie spotted in it :3
Angmoh rulezxc ! ♥

With love,
Yee Hwa.

Mmmm?

I'm currently going through a weird period where I have this weird & unknown feeling.
Only one thing is certain, I don't like it ):
I shall make this post short.

Played badminton with friends @ stapok 2 days ago.
Had a taste of Leon's roller coaster driving skills.
MUCH better than mine though
Not as bad as I expected :3



I ended up with muscle aches everywhere throughout my body.
But it still feels good to exercise
Wish I could do it everyday. ):

Had dinner @ Rock Road Seafood Restaurant yesterday night.
It was Nathan's birthday.
Bought him a torchlight & laser when we saw it at Crown Square in the morning.
It was a last minute present.
Since we were informed about his birthday the night before only, it's not really our fault.
But then, he said it's the best birthday gift this year.
Felt good when he thanked me (:

I ordered Lime Juice at that restaurant.
But the lime is orange-coloured.
So.. Orange + Lime Juice anyone?

Black pressie box with silver ribbons is *hearts*.
And please, I'm not emo.
I just, like it somehow.
No special reason (:


Watched Clash Of The Titans today with Nathan & Irene @ MBO.
3D version (nothing special tho)
But it's still my first 3D movie (:
Nathan wanted it, so I just went along.
Since.. he's the one paying for the tickets. :X
I've always been infatuated with mythologies.
So, this story about Perseus?
Nicey :3
The main actor's the one who starred in Avatar.
No wonder he looked familiar, didn't think about it at first.

Before the movie, we had sushi @ Sushi King.
Learnt that Irene hated sushi today.
So we should go for Western next time !

Sorry, I got bored while we're waiting for the movie to start.
They went into the cinema too early.

After that I had a taste of the hot dogs at the stall in Spring.
Also a first to me.
Irene insisted on me trying it out cause she said it's soo nice.
Well, not bad laa~

Waited for mum to come after that.
Walked around looking at computer tools & stationaries while she's on the way.
Bought a sports top and bottom when she came.
All the L sizes were out of stock.
Thought I couldn't fit into the M ones.
But when I try them out, M is just right!
Thank godd ^^

After spring, we went to satok to look at ovens.
I'm so gonna get one soon!

Okay, gonna sign off here.
Toodles.
-po0f-

Hello

Been staying at home rotting as usual .
Anyways..
Congratulations to myself ~
I've been awarded a flu for staying at home everyday without leaving the house.
:D

Wanna go to KL badly.
Wanna buy a camera badly.
I wanna I wanna I wanna leave this house!

Form 6 class will begin on the 10th of May.
39 days to go.
Felt glad since I can finally get a life, felt sad cause I can't slack anymore.

It's April Fool's today.
And also my sister's b'day :D
Woke up at 12+ pm and sent her a b'day message.
Tricked a few people today, and got tricked myself too. :3
A person asked me, 'whats so happy about april fools?'.
I guess I should answer, 'cause I finally have a reason to talk to someone'
Someone, anyone, and everyone.
^^

It's Good Friday 2mr, wanted to invite peeps to hang out.
But I guess my body condition doesn't allow that.
I'm now sneezing while sweating like mad in front of the comp.
Probably having fever already, my whole body's burning inside-out.
Went to a clinic yesterday, been a good girl and took the meds.
But they're not working at all, sheeeesh!
I really wanna go out 2mr ):
So much with mum's 'you'll get well if you take these medicines'.

Okay I'm off to rest.
Toodles (:
-po0f-

清明节

Ching Ming is around the corner, it's that time of the year again.
When we have to wake very early to visit grandpa's grave.
What makes things worst is my mum won't be following us this year.
Somehow she fainted that day when she went for cleaning.
Her body isn't in the best condition these days.
So she'll just rest at home on Sunday. ):

Stopped working for DIGI after 4 days only.
Summary : I don't like DIGI broadband
Been rotting at home since then.
Seriously have to look for smth to do ler ):

Oh I forgot to mention my SPM results.
It came out on the day we went to Damai.
I have 1C , 5B , 4A.
It's expected, so I'm not really happy nor sad over it.
Reached Damai around 2pm+, we're quite late to check in.
I'm lazy to blog now, so I'll just skip the details.
Well, I had fun ? :3

There was a blackout today in the afternoon.
These days, I've been rotting at an unbelievable level.
So I did some cleaning while I have time
Yet my parents never notice it
They'll only notice when I don't clean, and start nagging.
When I clean, they just ignore me.
Tch~
Can't expect anything from them :/

I sent my CPU for upgrade last week.
My computer's so much better than before now
Even so, I don't know what I should do with it. ><
Quite sick of being in front of the computer everyday ler.

Well you see..
I've started to be a good girl these days
I did chores and stayed at home obediently(rotting)
The reason is,
I'm worried about my mum.
She's been feeling tired since 2 weeks ago.
Fainted at the cemetery due to unknown reasons (prob heat stroke)
And her blood test report today .
I don't wanna think about the worst that'll befall.
But I couldn't help it..
Since the day she fainted, I've been drenching myself with tears before I sleep.
I guess it's the 1st time in my life I've cried so much in a short period of time.

I don't wanna lose her..
Not until I know how to cook
Not until I can do laundries
Not until I get straight A's
Not until I graduate from college
Not until I buy her a house
Not until we travel around the world
Not until I've become a millionaire or billionaire or zillionaire
Not until I'm prepared.

I'm praying
Let this be just an obstacle in the middle of the journey.
And not the beginning of the end.
I shall get a tissue for myself now -_-
-po0fs-

草莓 T.T

Been busy working these days
We're under DIGI as promoters for the new broadband.
Working hours equals slacking hours
But it's still exhausting..

Laopeh killed my strawberry ):

Quite lazy to blog now, I'll just stop here.
SPM result coming out 2 days later.
And we're going to Damai on the same day.
Good luck to me (:
-po0fs-

bring it forward.

Trying to fill my life up with things here and there
I went for bass class for the 1st time this year
Deproved a lot.
But it's expected (:
Have to start practising now
I don't want to fall behind.

Drove for awhile before I went for the class.
(with instructor's company of course)
I finally got my P licence !
Drove around Satok and Batu Kawa area before I head home.
I was nervous and I mistook the brake as the accelerator
So my car died few times
Was stuck at that junction for like..
A minute ?!
I'm such a failure, hahs
Even if I got my hands on the licence, mum still won't let me drive..
My driving licence will be left out until I die uhs? /:

Got a call from laopeh this morning
A job (:
I'll be working starting from tomorrow for 17 days.
Have to take leaves for the Damai trip though
Never thought that I'll work as a promoter, I suck in communicating with people after all.
But I'm going to try my best :D
I've been doing research on the product since 9pm till now
Quite tired already..
(yet I'm here, blogging)
Have to print out the documents tomorrow.
Parents are sound asleep already, don't wanna turn on the noisy printer
lol

Something happened today too..
Tutu hates me now, sigh
She kept dao-ing me cause I asked her not to bark at the rascal dogs.
Surely she had her eyes on one of them
That's why she got angry over me for chasing her crush away ):

Okay I'm stopping here.
Until next time ^^
-po0fs-

fun VS boredom

I wanna go to KL ):
Sunway Lagoon & Genting especially
It's been ages since I've been there, around 9 years?
I'm craving for theme parks now.
Gonna visit Singapore's when I have the money and time X:

CNY ended yesterday
Skipped dinner, and ended up starving during midnight.
Haven't eaten anything since then till now.
Waiting for my parents & driving instructor /:
Going to music school at 2pm for bass lesson later.
Practised for a bit yesterday, and my fingers ended up with blisters everywhere.
I guess it's my punishment for not touching bass for so long ):

Quite lazy to blog now
I'll just write down some highlights in note form:
- Went for my 5th driving lesson, and was told to go for the test already
- Passed my driving test, getting my license within a week (which is today)
- Saw a maggot on a bun which is already half-eaten by me -_-
- Saw a small fly in my sharkfin soup which I almost finished drinking -___-
- Celebrated grandma's b'day at Three Points
- Bought clothes @ Spring
- Went jogging with bro and here comes my blisters

Couldn't think of any other stuffs anymore
So I'll just stop here. (:
-po0fs-

Oops?

Somehow..
CNY just flew past without me noticing.
Sis went back to Singapore, and mistress was on the same plane as her.
Mistress stopped there for awhile before she departed to Aus.
It's been 2 days already.
Though I tried not to think about it
I can't stop myself from counting every minute mistress's away.
It's been 56 hours and 46 minutes since she left Kuching.
Less than 3 days, yet I'm already missing her.
But then, it's no big deal~
I'm trying hard to learn how to drive properly these days
Wanted to show her around Kuching when she gets back.
Provided that there are new places by that time ;X

This year was super noisy with lots of firecrackers
Love how they light up the sky throughout the night
But hate it when they're polluting the air :(

Grandma (mum's side) stayed at our house during cny
My house was crowded with 7 people in it.
They had to use my room too, so I didn't have any privacy.
Couldn't get the chance & time to blog, until now ;X

Woke up early every morning since CNY.
My black circles are so visible that I don't wanna bother covering it already. ;[
Had to wait for my turn to bathe and prepare myself everyday.
And again, there's no privacy =/
Grandma was in my room all the time.
And if she's not, the others are.
Yes, I'm weird.
I don't wanna let others see when I'm tidying up
Couldn't even wear my clothes properly cz they kept knocking on my door.
Gahh!
But it's over already~
It's just me and my room now ♥

My CNY is just about visiting and eating and gambling.
That's all?
Went to mistress's house on the 2nd day of cny.
Had fun, enjoyed ;]
Especially when I'm playing rock-paper-scissors with mistress over a glass of coke.
It was hilarious ;X
Another one is..
I used 5 cents to win RM5.80 ^^
Had to hug her before I left that night, couldn't make it to send her at the airport.
Damn I miss her..
And her bed (LOL!)

Stayed home the next day
Rotting in front of the computer.
Until evening when I invited cousins for..
You-know-what-I-mean ;D
$_$
Earned RM5 that night too.
Thus my profit this year had increased to RM10.80.

Went out the next day with friends.
SH, Maggie, JC, Vic, Bong, Ron, Ben, Edwin
Was meant to meet at 8am, but some were late.
Tsktsk~
So we had no choice but to play for awhile.
Had our lunch at After Four
And we continued visiting and playing till night.
Lost RM31 that day :(
Bro invited me to play with him that night.
Didn't want it first, but gave in somehow.
Was devastated at the beginning, but I kept winning later on.
Thanks to $, I've finally cheered up ^^
Used RM 9 to win RM 50~
-evil grin-

Woke up early again on the 4th day of cny.
For my driving lessons
Teacher had many students, so i have to wait while he picks up other people.
And wait again while he taught other people.
Wasn't that bored cause I've been sleeping most of the time ;X
The instructor wasn't in a good mood lately
Or maybe it's cause I suck in driving >_>
Almost got into accident few times already since yesterday.
I don't think I can get my driving license :(

Bro suggested to watch movie when I got home.
So we went to MBO
The queue was long, but we've managed to buy the tickets.
The movie wasn't that nice =/
14 Blades or 14 Swords, couldn't remember the name.
Only knew the chinese name, 锦衣卫.
Saw kaka before the movie started, along with some other people.
Bought something at M.A.C while we're waiting for bro to park his cars.
There goes my earnings :(
Wore heels that day, and bro said I'm ah lien wdf

Okay, so...
Woke up early again for driving lesson today.
Bro asked me to not waste my time waiting for the instructor to pick up people and teach them.
So I asked sifu to teach me first and send me to the factory.
It's super near
So dad sent me home at noon.
Went home, switched on the computer.
Dota-ed alone LOL!
Till 4pm and I couldn't stand it already.
Took a nap till 7+pm and had dinner.
I'm still tired x.x
I guess I really need 12 hours of sleep to stay awake.
You got it, I was in a half-asleep state all day.
Except for the time when I was driving =/
I gonna have heart attack if I continue driving like that.
But I couldn't seem to correct my mistakes even though I want to.
Sigh..

Going for lesson 2mr morning AGAIN.
I'm really exhausted.. x.x
Even though I don't have school nor exams.
I'm still worn out.
I rather have school than going for driving lessons T.T
My driving skill is..
To good to be true :(
Not to mention sifu is in quite a bad mood.
Damn scary

Okay imma stop here.
-po0f-

Happy CNY Eve !

Wanted to blog now
But bro's coming up, so I'm gonna leave it for 2mr :)

-po0fs-
p/s : body massage is ♥♥♥


--- *updated* --

Okay here I am!
Should've blogged yesterday but I wasn't in the mood ;X
Woke up early today to go to the temple.
Missing the days when grandpa's alive, when CNY is always full of laughter and joy.
Grandma's spending her CNY at Sibu this year, she gave everyone red packets before she left 2 days ago.

Ummm..
Let's talk about stuffs that happened since my last post. :D
I went for my 2nd driving lesson on Wednesday
Met Hui Ching, Catherine and Daphne since we have the same driving instructor.
It's raining cats & dogs that day, and sifu treated us bfast at a kopitiam.
The roti canai thr wasn't bad, love it ;)
I learnt how to park and drive up cliff that day
The engine died on me 3 times, but overally it's fun ^^'

You guys should know by now, my sis and bro is back at Kuching.
Bro's planning for the KK trip already, even though I don't feel like going now.
I was reminded that there are hell lot of of insects at those place T.T
But anyways~
Sister-in-law's coming back tonight, since 2mr's cny alr.
My bro went to book a bouquet yesterday for v.days
He chose white, roses of course! ;luv
Can't wait to see my da sao's expression that day xDD
(sorry I have rose fetish LOL!)

Back to topic !
Went out on Monday with mistress to spring.
We had lunch at Kim Bay and shopped for cosmetics after that.
I saw the starbucks poster about its vacancy, so I got realllly excited cz I've been wanting to apply for a job thr. It's just that I don't dare, not until mistress forced me to ask ;X
They gave me a form, so I filled it up and handed in the next day.
No news from them till now, so I guess I've been rejected =(
Okay I'm off topic again~
Bought make ups, super expensive.
Then I follow mistress back to her house
She helped me apply make up and we took photos
Waa bhb si LOL!
Not exactly uhhs, I just wanna have some picture of us together.
She's leaving to aussie soon, is like..
S-O-O-N
;(



I brought quite a lot of money that day, but ended up spending them all. ;X
Have no choice but to borrow some from mistress
Gonna return the money to her later in the afternoon
It's said that we better clear up our debts before cny or else we'll have bad luck.
So... I definitely will return the $ today! ;]

Probably looking for a job after cny with edwin.(?)
There's a part in me that's still hoping for that starbucks job
But I'm trying hard to forget about it :D
The higher hopes, the higher disappointment?
;3

Did I mention that I already bought the clothes that I wanted for cny?
If I didn't..
Okay now you know LOL!
So I bought my white top white shorts and white shoes already
And it's time for cny~ ^^
Gotta mop the floor later after we pick up dad.
Then prepare for dinner lerr.
Wanna play sparkles tonight :D
Kay gtg airport ler
Happy cny eve all!
-po0fs-

CNY mood ♥

Harlows!
The night's still young as I speak.
Couldn't fall asleep so I'm here with dad's lappy ;3
I've managed to finish an anime just now frm..
9pm-1am?
Now my eyes are super tired.

About the driving lesson few days ago
It was quite fun, well..
Better than what I've imagined ;]
A vehicle is much easy to handle thn I thought it would be
But it's still scary T.T
LOL!
Anyways, that's the 1st only though.
Have to remember to call sifu 2mr for the 2nd lesson.

I've been eating lots lately
CNY is such a weight gaining season =(
Couldn't hold back myself frm those biscuits and cakes
Arrgh!
I shall start dieting! (after cny? ;X)

My cloth-hunt had been going on for days alr..
No sign of the type that I'm looking for.
I want a white top
A white shorts
And white boots too ♥
LOL!
But you wun see me wearing all white though ;3
I'm matching them with other colours
An all white & bright outfit is so...
Not me? (K the truth is, cz it makes me look fatter T.T)
Seriously, they're so damn hard to find.
I'm too fat =(
And dun rly have enough $ for all of them ;X

Okay I'm stopping here.
Hope everyone's doing fine ;]
Exams, presentations, works, or wadeva~
Good luck :D
And have fun shopping for cny ;p
-po0f-

Fail Fail Fail ;(

My 2nd attempt in baking biscuits
Is a total failure.
It's not even white now,
it's coal black.
;(
Really have to learn how to control the oven, hahas..

Well, I spent my afternoon today outside.
Bought a top, which I regretted now.
I look darn fat in it
Sigh
I know I'm already fat, but it makes me look fatter =(

I ate a superr large piece of pizza and ice cream.
I'm gonna gain weight now
Been slacking off lately that I didn't manage to do any exercise.
Geez..
I hate procrastinations ;(

But life goes on~
Going to have my 1st driving lesson 2mr.
As you all know, I've never even started a car engine.
So...
I hope it's not too hard on the instructor?
I kind of pity him ;X
For having me as his student, LOL !
I wanna get my license ASAP.
Looking forward to not relying on friends & parents to drive me ;]

CNY's around the corner
I wonder how will it be like for the year 2010.
There was a flashflood last year, and I didn't get to go for group visiting.
This time?
Idk ;3
Let's just pray?
Haha~
It's abit special this year too!
CNY falls on valentines day, soo..
I'm curious what will my dad do
HAHA!
Last year, he was kinda funny xD

Okay stopping here
-po0fs-

Going-Nuts-In-Process

My 1st time baking biscuits
Erm..
Half-success
Half-failure

Half-white
Half-chao da

Oh man~
I think I'm gonna have biscuits phobia soon ;(

I wish I could go out soon..
I dun wanna rot at home!! &^%@&^%@!#$^

CNY around the corner

Been staying at home these days
Yes yes, the lifeless days are coming back again
Had the urge to go back to Singapore last week.
But I guess it's alright now ;]
Don't wanna go there, not until June at least.

CX is gone back to Johor again..
Went out the day before he left
Watched Legion @ MBO
Good thing I've watched the trailer beforehand
So I've got my ears and eyes covered at the 'cute' granny's part.
I think I'll cry if I don't, lol

The next day,
I woke up early in the morning to leave for breakfast with mum.
Stayed at the kopitiam whr vic works until others came
Chatted & chatted
After that sent cx to the airport
They said to meet up at KL in the future soon, lolol
In the evening,
went to Kenyalang with mum & aunt & counsins.
They did some shopping and ordered biscuits for CNY.
I'm almost late for the performance, but didn't.
LOL!
Watched performances halfway and went downstairs to buy CD(s) with pan.
Then went to Sugarbun, Maggie was hungry I think.
Forgot the reason ;X

I kept going out at night lately,
to gather ingredients and tools needed for baking.
I'm so gonna start to bake cookies 2mr !
Though there's still few things left that I don't have ;(
Gonna go have lunch with dad and look for a piping bag.
If I can't get it..
I'll just have to think of another way?

I have to start getting my driving lessons soon.
It's more convenient this way
For me, family and for friends who always drive me around.
;]

I shouldn't buy iPod Touch, cause it's useless to me
But I can't endure this..
I wanna get my hands on something with Wi-Fi !
All thanks to my W902 hubby who doesn't have that function ^^
Argh! I can't resist the temptations ;(

Btw..
Happy Belated B'day Pearly!
My no.1 stalker~
19 ler worrr ;X
Wishing you a great year ahead ^^

I miss going out with friends,
but they're all busy with school or work.
I guess I'm the only one doing nothing?
Really wanna get a job @ Starbucks!!
Rawr~!
But people said they only hire..
Non-chinese, is that true? ;(
(no offence)

I was cleaning up my room yesterday and I found my old file.
Inside it are my self-made stories, LOLOL!
When I read it, I'm amazed..
I have the time to write these stuffs, but I don't have enough time to study for SPM ey?
But now that I have so much time on hand, I guess I'll continue writing.
Have nothing else to do after all :D

Stopping here now.
-po0fs-

HK

I'm back from my vacation!
The trip is so-so, not boring but not exciting either.
I'm darn tired, going to bathe and sleep soon.
I'll just stop here ;]
Till next time!
-po0fs-

Pullman Hotel

I went to work for d 1st time 2day.
Not as bad as I expected?
Though I fell in the kitchen at some point =/
But it's okay, I still feel happy.

I get to meet people and laugh through unusual things.
I'm glad I went to work this time ^^
Can't talk about the details now,
it's already 1am and i haven't bathe and pack for 2mr's HK trip.
I am sooo sooo dead~ XD
My foot's killing me.
Gonna sign off now
;]
-po0fs-

Hungryyy

Had a great dream this morning!
Great, but a weird one too.
I dreamt about my friends, random stuffs.
And I also dreamt that I rode on a gorilla, lmaoo!
xD

But still..
Dreams, are merely dreams.
Nothing more, nothing less~
It's meaningful, cause of you.
My insomnia isn't that bad already.
Thanks for letting me dream of you.
I meant a lot to me, and it made my day ;]
(Even though you don't know anything at all)
LOL!

Going off to hunt for dinner with mum now
Hungry sii ler !
Will go to lim teh with the usual gang too after that
Da Ge's (cx) invitation, cnt reject
;X
-po0f-

The more I try to forget
The more I miss you

:D

It's me again!
I have certain things to say but I think I'll leave it untill next time.
It's alr 1.34am now as you see ;X

Just passing by to say that..
I ♥ my life sooooooo much !
*hearts*
I must prove to myself that I can live w/o you,
And I will succeed~
Definitely will !
;D

p/s : I'm gonna workkkk! For d 1st time in mua wholllle life~ :D
Talk bout it 2mr ba.
-po0f-

INSOMNIA

Couldn't sleep these few days..
Laid on bed for few hours and I still couldn't sleep
I'm being bothered by the fact that I couldn't get enough sleep ;(
Anyways, I hope it won't be like this later.
I'll be sleeping early tonight ;]
Early means.. within 20 mins?
;X

Have to wake up early 2mr for bengkel.
As I've mentioned in the early posts,
I don't have much time already !
Seriously I have to start learning how to drive and pass the test by 21th March.
Or else..
5 more hours of seminar? (nt sure)
And gonna have to retest law again ;(

Kk stopping here ler
I should start writing down everything that I have to do
Couldn't remember at all cause there's tonsss of them!
*STML*
-po0f-

Insomnia

昨晚，我们母女俩都睡不着。

两个人说着说着，就开始谈起天。

不料，母亲的一句话顿时让我无言以对。


“你这种人会没有男朋友？”


但事实是， 我真的没男朋友嘛！

不管说什么她就是不信，叫我还能怎样？

Jut something to share :)
-po0f-

D.I.P

My keyboard is acting weird now..
Maybe it's time to get a new one?
I don't feel like changing though =(

Gonna spent these few days decomposing, rotting, rusting at home.
Have nothing else to do except for sleeping
I miss school, lol
-Decomposing In Process-

Went back to audi earlier.
Now I felt like a newbie who just started audi
I miss the old times when everyone used to gather and play.
But things ain't the same now..
Nothing lasts forever as we speak.
All I can do is to look forward to the new generation ;]

Ying's leaving for work at Kapit later on
Went to BDC and had steamboat
It was, quite fun
At least much better than rotting at home yeah?
:D

Oh and btw,
I had tang yuan today.. again
It turned out better than I expected it would be
I guess I'm not as worthless as I think ;X
Self-made tang yuan(s) are ♥
Though I wish I could share it with people I love..
Too bad mum wasn't there to taste it ;[
Was home-alone you see, hahas

Okay stopping here.
Going to bed now~
Ciaossu ^^

P Licence T.T

I had this very disgusting dream this morning
Yeap disgusting
Let's not talk about it
Haha xD

Anyways~
Happy New Year again to everyone !
2010, it'll be a great year..
It does, you just have to believe ^^
*self-hypnotizing*

Losing 10kg.
That'll be my new year resolution of 2010.
HEY !
I know you guys are surely laughing like mad right now.
But don't, I'm being serious here -_-
I'll just prove to you guys dat I can do it.
There's no room for "If I can't"
You just wait !

I spent my 31st at Maggie's.
They had BBQ, but I already ate before I went.
So I only ate a little food at her house.
Her dad insisted on asking me drink, hahas..
I had some red wine
It's too sweet though.
Then they(Mag, JC, Ying, Ben) went to countdown at pullman hotel.
I didn't follow, cause I don't have transport home.
And I don't think my mum/dad allows. ;X
SH left early and went to countdown with others.
Bong, Vic, and Ron didn't attend.
Transportation problems ;[

I spent my last seconds of 2009
Drinking coffee with mum.. ( LOL )
and Tutu who's busy hiding from the fireworks noise ( LOL )
Drank coffee, but I'm still sleepy.
Slept at 1am+ I think.

Woke up the next day at 1pm+?
And went to salon with mum..
Had my hair rebonded.
Now I have a kueh hairstyle.
LOL!
Even though it took hours,
I had fun chatting with people there ;]

There's a CFF outing today
Cause pinguo came to Kuching.
They went bowling ♥
But too bad I couldn't make it..
=(
There'll be another one, I think?

Going out 2mr to meet Miss Cheng.
Have to wake up early so Imma have to go to bed soon.
:D

Pan just reminded me that I have to get my P licence ASAP.
If not, I'll have my 5 hours seminar and the law test gone to waste.
For someone who never even started a car engine before to pass the driving test within 2 months is..
Quite impossible
Nevermind, I'll try.

I should stop here.
Ciaossu!
-po0f-

I'll just have to forget about it.

01-01-2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR !