once again, rants..

Hi all~
It's been quite some time that I've blogged properly I think.. =x
Life is good lately.
Except for the fact that I might flunk my Science + Chemistry paper.
But anyways, let's forget about that for now~

Went out wif maggie them to the cinema and watched "Watchmen".
Seriously, since the beginning of the movie I thought it's kinda...
Err... Not exactly weird nor lame nor boring.
I guess I should say it's not my type of movie?
(I was the only one who doesn't wanna watch it)
There were those bloody & matured scenes and that's why this movie is for people who are 18+.
I broke the rules~
Cause I'm not even 17 yet ;D
Hahaha, but still..
I don't understand the meaning of this movie at all.
-blur-

The only thing I find interesting is the president's nose in the movie.
LOL! Seriously it's soo funny...
I wondered if it's a fake or real one while laughing hard, hahaha =x
The movie took us 3 hours though T_T
It's boring.. (for me)
I got dizzy since the movie started due to car sickness. (sea-sick)
So I was lyk..
"Pleaseee, let this movie end quickly.. I wanna go out!"
lol ryte?

After the movie we walked to the "Hong Kong Noodle House" smth,
wasn't hungry at the moment so didn't eat much.
Only some vege & soup & orange juice?
And my day... Ended lyk this -_-
Mum just won RM2000 for buying 4D with my b'day number "1110".
Even so, it's none of my business cause it's her own winning after all~

I'm not really in a good mood lately, but don't ask me why.
Cause I don't really have any idea about it.
Maybe the bad feelings and thoughts are piling up and it just exploded?
Hahaha, wrong!
It's due to the exams and all.. (I think)
I dislike myself for some reason..
Suddenly I felt that all the confidence that I'm trying hard to build up since a long time ago had been lost.
Something triggered it, and it's due to my own personality.
I hate it when I get bored of things easily,
and I hate it more when I couldn't suppress that feeling..

I know, I shouldn't hate myself.
That's why I'm still searching for it.
I wanna find a point that's good about me.
But after days, I still couldn't think of any.
Maybe I don't have a good point in me after all?
I don't know~
I'm still searching for it after all ;D

I guess, I won't be enjoying this one-week-holiday.
It's not that I don't want to, it's that I can't.
Cause it's hard for me to control my own emotion and feelings.
But still, I love holidays ♥

One more thing!!
Important one too ;D
I saw laobu II today~~
It's been quite long since I last saw her, hahaha..
Never thought that I'll see her at the cineplex though.
Anyways, time to o o~
-po0f-