Crap

Something's missing..
I just don't feel right these days
rawrr!

Searched Sarawak Plaza, Tun Jugah and Boulevard this afternoon for clothes.
Clothes to wear for the band demo cover.
Erm..
I guess we got nothing? Haha
It's so hard to get the right clothing for a whole band.
(Am I really going to wear pyjamas? D;)

Went for gathering dinner at the new '3 Points' restaurant earlier.
The food there was so-so though ;x
Saw my family, and hui hsin's friends
Drank grape wine, and ate alot. (omg fat die me x_x)
Hui hsin will be leaving with her friends 2mr at noon
The next time I see her, it'll probably be CNY.
CNY - after SPM =)

Well, happy mooncake festival everyone!
(Though I didn't have any moon cake today ;x)

By the way..
I realised there's some people stalking my blog lately
You know who you are..
Yes you!
Anyways, welcome to my blog
LOL! xD

*Sigh*
Can't really smile right now =\
Let's not force myself too much..
All form 5's around me have mostly* started to study
Me?
Slacking as usual.. -_-

I vent my anger on vic few days ago
Felt sorry when I thought about it after that..
Couldn't control my temper
Stoopid hot weather! (excuses)

I found my own shadow in his behavior or words
That's why I'm so sick of it
I don't want my friends to be like me..
To be a failure

I've been commiting sins lately
Envy, gluttony, pride, wrath, greed
5/7 of the deadly sins
If I were to elaborate how I commit them, it'll be too long ;x

Let's just conclude this
Don't wanna think about these stuffs any longer
Erm..
It's just that I felt hopeless lately
I have no ambition, no talent..
Nothing that can keep me moving on

Even though I already know it long ago
I still can't help but to think about it..
Mom couldn't be with me forever, am I not right?
Other than my mum, I don't have anyone.
I know it's wrong to be like this.
But I'm just scared, that no one will be on my side.
The thought of being alone until my death..
Better not think about it~

I don't ask much
I don't need someone to help me through everything
Just..
Someone to borrow their shoulders from
That alone
Is that too greedy of me?
Hahahahahahaa -_-

Kay end of craps
-po0f-
*imagines self playing with lantern*
(I HAVEN'T PLAY WITH LANTERN SIAA! goshhhhh)